Sick fixations
1 Dec
Sometimes it’s good to let go.
Unfortunately it’s easier said than done. Once you get stuck on something, it can be very difficult to focus on something else. Actually, you might not even notice that you’re stuck, even though you think about the same thing over and over.
When you’re at school it certainly doesn’t matter. The more you ponder on something, the better solutions you come up with. Likewise with exams: the more thinking, the better answers… hopefully.
However, when school is over and you’re spending time with your friends, having a nice fika while eating carrot cake, you realize that the school issues don’t disappear. So instead of focusing on that exciting story about your friend getting a new apartment, your mind travels somewhere completely else.
I understood I had problems when I started dreaming about code. I dreamed that my body was a function. My head and my feet consisted of curly braces, while the rest of me was some code in courier new. Another time I had a dream I was an tuple. A long empty row in a database. How creative.
At a point like that you might consider separating studies from leisure.
I would like to end with a wonderful quote by Edgar Hubbart:
Don’t take your life too seriously. You won’t get out of it alive, anyway
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